Starting my internship back in January had me so incredibly nervous! While this was my last semester of school, this was only my first internship! I wanted to share things I felt were an absolute must-have during my internship experience in hopes of helping those who are still on the hunt!
As many of you know, I’m finally graduating college this month. I’m the first in my actual family to receive and degree, and only the SECOND person in my ENTIRE family on both sides to ever receive a degree. Being a first-generation student supporting themselves financially through school came with its struggles within and of itself, but I made it work! The past five years of my life have been a complete whirlwind, with me thinking “there’s now way this can really be happening half the time”, that’s how shocked I was at all I was being thrown at and dealing with while being a full-time student. With that being said, let’s dive right in…
Your friends freshman year will not be your forever friends
If you’re living on campus in a dorm/residence hall freshman year, basically everyone expects to become best friends with everyone they’re living around. While sometimes this does happen and you end up making nice, long-term friends from freshman year, it’s important and VITAL that you do not let these people dictate your future college career. I became really close with people who lived on my residence hall floor. If we weren’t in our classes, we were either at the dining halls together, hanging out in someone’s dorm room or just finding absolutely anything to do with one another for the most part. We hung out over winter and spring break, finding any possible way to meet up with one another or as a group when we weren’t all on campus in our dorm. They really were my best friends at the time! However, despite how much time we all spent together, all good things come to an end. Even though for a time I thought I would be lifelong friends with some of these people, things happened and I don’t even want anything to do with several of those people now. * shrug * People change in ways you could have never imagined and I would have never expected that freshman or even sophomore year, but it’s always important to do what’s best for yourself, regardless of what anyone else thinks, says or does.
Moral of story #1: The people you meet in your dorms may or may not become your good friends. If not, that’s totally fine! Meet people through clubs, classes, spots, etc.! And if they do, ensure it’s a healthy friendship and the second you feel like it’s not, don’t feel bad about letting them go.
Don’t be in a rush to move off-campus
I had a lease signed for my own apartment with two other girls before the spring semester of my freshman year even ended. I did this because I knew there was no way I would be able to stay sane living back at home during the summer, I couldn’t commute from home to school if I did go back there since I didn’t have a car, I didn’t get the RA position I was hoping for nor did I get offered a position for the on-campus summer job I applied for. Needless to say, I was freaking out. So, I did what I thought was best at the time and my only option and got this apartment I would be paying for completely myself. Because I decided to do this, I had to work at least two jobs the entire time I was in school, while working three the majority of the time. I became really depressed, my anxiety became worse than ever before, my grades started slipping and I was into some really unhealthy habits due to the lax environment of living in your own apartment. If your parents offer to help you out with rent and utilities, that’s awesome! But I stress to everyone, do NOT rush into an apartment and work yourself to death while you’re in school. There are other options. I could have lived on campus another year, but I didn’t want to run the chances of getting a random roommate I would have issues with. I probably should have just taken my chances, but nevertheless, I wanted an apartment so I got an apartment. And I’ve learned my lesson a thousand times over!
Moral of story #2: If you can, do not rush into living off-campus if you think your grades and mental health may be sacrificed.
Your mental health is most important
I struggled with my mental health years before college. I was very depressed and anxious, and was 100% ready to go somewhere new, meet new people and start a new chapter of my life. Freshman year I was very anxious at times and the amount of alcohol I was drinking (which was a lot, if we’re being honest here) did not help the situation whatsoever. Flash forward to sophomore year when I was living off campus and paying for my own cell phone, rent and utilities, school necessities and food. So, basically everything. Because of this, I had to work 50+ hours a week, let my grades drop and let my mental health deteriorate more and more everyday. As soon as I would get to my apartment at night from work I would shut myself in my room and be in bed, anxious, until the next morning when I had to get up and do it all over again. I was in a terrible place and sought the help of my school’s counseling center. While that didn’t really go well and ended up with them telling me that I needed further help they couldn’t offer, I don’t regret seeking the initial help from someone else. After this I believe I moved elsewhere, and ended up feeling a bit better but was still very anxious. Eventually I was able to move somewhere where I didn’t need to pay rent, saving me from most of the stress I was dealing with. Once this happened, I started finding healthier ways of coping, figured out good medication from my doctor and have been doing better and better. If you feel your mental health slipping or feeling different about yourself, it happens. Everyone is stressed during college and more and more kids are dealing with anxiety now, too. While school counseling centers may be better elsewhere, it’s always a good idea to seek out their assistance if you’re at school and are looking for someone to talk to and possibly help you.
Moral of story #3: You can’t pour from an empty cup.
I have a lot of different emotions and feelings about graduating, but if you’re currently there and are having a tough time: it’ll get better. It may not be until a year from now but it’s so important to just keep on trucking because before you know it it’ll be your last semester and you’ll be outta there!
Here we go with another Passion Planner post! I’ve been using Passion Planners for about the last three years now and I love them more and more everyday! However, the main thing I love about Passion Planners and planning in general is how much it helps with my actual anxiety on a day-to-day basis and that’s for a few reasons!
They’re something you hear about from everyone while in college and they can be a really overwhelming, stressful and scary thing to think about. However, I firmly believe that the more hands-on or real-world experience someone has in their field before graduation, the more likely they are to be leaving school with a job lined up, or with lots of professional connections!
Since the idea of internships can be so nerve-racking, I think it’s also important to intern at a place you feel comfortable in, as well as motivated! Whether you’re working for free or not, having an internship at a place you’re excited to go to, will make your experience that much more beneficial!
Back in November of 2015, I was followed on Instagram by this company called Sand Cloud who only had a few hundred followers, were selling beach towels and said they donated 10% of net profits to preserve marine life. I’m obsessed with the beach, thought the towels were cute and wanted to save ocean animals, so I followed back!
Sand Cloud began posting about how they were looking for ambassadors, so I sent in an application and was quickly accepted! (My ambassador code is CRoberts25 for 25% off your purchase!!)
Little did I know they would soon be on the ABC show Shark Tank, getting backed by the sharks, igniting their business. Soon there after, Sand Cloud began launching new products such as shirts, hoodies, hats and even leggings!
Sand Cloud is still actively looking for brand ambassadors today and here are three main reasons why I think you should become a Sand Cloud ambassador today!
I got this Maybelline Primer & Foundation from Influenster, which was also my first box from them! I was super excited to receive it, however I’ve been so busy I haven’t really had time to sit down and try it out for myself. I’ve seen pretty decent reviews about both products on Influenster but I decided it was finally time to try it out for myself!
Everything I used for my face today was as pictured:
- Maybelline FitMe! foundation
- Maybelline Master Prime primer
- Too Faced White Chocolate Eyeshadow Palette
- Urban Decay primer potion for eyelid
- Colourpop highlighter in Felicity
- Anastasia Beverly Hills brow brush & brow powder in taupe
- The Kiss lip scrub
- Becca Flowerchild blush and champange pop highlighter
- Diorshow mascara in black
- Kat Von D tattoo liner in black
- Marc Jacobs gel liner in black
You Are A Badass : How to Stop Doubting Your Greatness and Start Living an Awesome Life by Jen Sincero
Let me start off by saying I’ve seen just about every blogger reading this recently, but I steered clear of their posts regarding this book because I didn’t want to know much before reading myself. (that’s just me, I’m weird, I know.) SO, now that I’ve read, I’m going to go back through and read everyone’s post about this great book!
This is the first kind of self-help book I’ve read (if you would even call it that? I guess it is?) and I was shocked and how much I could relate with the author. While she’s not in her early 20’s like me, she told great stories from her life that were easily relatable, really funny at times (the loin cloth man story had me laughing out loud in the hallway before my night class! but really, how did that happen?! hahaha!) but made her lessons a lot more easier to visualize and actually apply to my own life.
This was one of the first books I’ve actually highlighted in throughout, and I would definitely let a friend borrow this, however I would immediately recommend them to get their own copy their enjoyed it because there were so many things that resonated with me throughout the book! The thing I love most about this book is that the message for every person will be different. What someone would highlight and underline in their book would probably be different than what I’ve done. And I think that’s the great thing about this book! Regardless of age, situation, whatever it is, everyone can relate to this book and the lessons within each chapter.
I Just Graduated…Now What? By Katherine Schwarzenegger
So, I’m not sure why I thought the author wasn’t related to the Arnold Schwarzenegger, but I was wrong. (duh.) That’s besides the point, though. This book contained 31 short stories from successful musicians, actresses, business owners, just about anyone you could imagine. Within each of these stories were small or huge lessons each person learned after graduating from college. Some stories definitely resonated more with me than others as a soon-to-be-graduate, but it was still really interesting to read about how these people became successful!
Short stories in this book came from from big names like Eva Longoria, John Legend, Armin Van Buuren, Serena Williams, Arnold Schwarzenegger and Maria Shriver (DUH..the author’s parents..)! However, some of my favorite stories in the book came from people like the founder of TOMS shoes, founder of Sprinkles cupcakes, and the founder of Philosophy. The most beneficial readings in the book in my opinion are the last three excerpts. Ben Kaufman wrote about “understandings why things succeed and fail is the best sort of learning you can do”, Joe Kakaty who wrote about dealing with college loan debit, and Dr. Dan Siegel who wrote “When Moving Home Meets Mixed Emotions”.
One central theme I found some several stories was the emphasis these people put on trying and experiencing new things, while not being the least bit afraid of failure, which I think is so important and true when trying to set yourself up for success!
Overall, I’d definitely recommend anyone in college, in their 20s or just needing some kind of pick-me-up to check out both of these books! I finished both of them in under a week on top of my crazy school and work schedule so they’re really easy, fun and quick reads! Have you read either of these books? What did you think of them? Let me know in the comments! 🙂
If you missed out on my first “5 Song That Help Ease Anxiety” post you can catch up on that, here! I split this topic in half since it would have ended up being a super long post, so here we go with part two!
This is my last semester of college and probably one of my busiest, so trying to stay sane this semester has been a bit of a challenge. However, music has always been one thing that destresses me and allows me to forget about whatever it is I’m currently thinking or stressing out about!
These songs are a few that have resonated with me or just really help me relax and think about better things than stressing myself out over likely nothing!
Recovering from anxiety and depression is ongoing. There may never be a day where you’re like, yes! I’m free! but there will definitely be weeks, months and maybe even years where you go on with your life happily, carefree and content. Other times, you may start to feel yourself slowly losing interest in the things you like, losing your appetite and just feeling all around down in the dumps again.
If you feel like you’re beginning to become more anxious or depressed once again, it’s important to remember a few things:
WOW. Okay. So it has been a hot minute since I’ve been able to post a blog, and I’m so sorry! However, I was kind of expecting this because it’s my last semester of my (super) senior year, I’m working two jobs plus my internship, and plus….life. But, I’m so happy I was finally able to set some time aside to get some content back up for my blog! With that being said, I’m hoping to be more regular with posting since Spring Break is coming up in about two weeks which will give me a good amount of time to shoot and write!
With that being said, let’s dive right into my March favorites!